I studied in the same school for 9 years, so of course i knew everyone there, and also had almost always the same friends. But during my puberty, i could see my childhood friends and i growing up and getting a better body, the problem is, i had one female friend since ever and i saw her growing up, then i started to feel s******* attracted by her. At first, i refused to feel anything about her, because she was my best friend and everything, but i just couldn’t… at a certain point i started to m********* to her photos and even pressed slightly her b**** during fake hugs. Some time after, i didn’t felt bad anymore for m*********** to her, i just accepted the “monster” i had become, but i feel awful for pressing her b**** until nowadays. I’m so sorry…
