Back in the day when I used to be racist, I would go out to bars and clubs and if a black women came in I’d follow her out when she left and spit in her face and slap her telling her not to come back. But this isn’t really where it started, I started this type of thing when I was back in school, My school was basically filled with all white women. Then a black girl showed up and she had some long curly hair to her waist and glasses, She was always quite so me and my friends figured we could pick on her, And none of the teachers would believe her when she told on us. We would steal from the teachers and then take each other’s back and say she did it, and other people would go along. She said she had to go to the bathroom, one day and she went and we said we also had to go and the teacher had let us go. The halls were empty and we followed her to the girls bathroom, No one was in there I took off my belt and put it around her neck I drug her around with it and one of my other friends was saying we have our own slave. We also used to call her dark chocolate, Anyway after we saw no one cared what we did to her we started following and waiting for her to walk home. Not many people walked home but she did and she took a path in the woods to, We told our parents we wanted to start walking to and they let us. We’d wait for her to come through, Follow her a while just so spit on her and call her a n*****, This went on for a while like that until my friend billy came up with the bright Idea that we should r*** her. I was like I’m not sticking my d*** in a N-word so after awhile I just decided to help him and adam they both wanted to do it me and josh didn’t. So we waited for her awhile, she came we forced her to come into an abandoned but first we asked her nicely she said no. So we took her, And we told her to go in first held her down and they raped her, But then they kept egging me on to do it too and I ended up r***** her, But I didn’t want to I felt disgusted by her dark skin it reminded me of dirt, But adam he was always acting like he had a crush on the girl thats probably why they came up with the idea. she was a virgin and it was bleeding slightly. Adam was making her french kiss him and tell her that she loved him and wanted it making her say she liked her slave master and that it wasn’t r*** when she was with him. yea, he difenity liked that black girl, he was even taking up for her sometimes, and always starin at her. I don’t see how, but he did, I could tell. She didn’t show much emotion she was a real weird one. Wasn’t really crying much just shaking a lot, After awhile we made her sear she wouldn’t tell and waited until she calmed down a bit then let her go and told her to walk home don’t run or we were going to think she was going to tell and beat her up and take turns again. She started skipping school, And her dad had to find her and start bringing her he said she was playing hooky or somethin. We stopped bullying her so much after the r***. But I’m no longer a racist anymore, some bad luck hit me in my adult years and I ended up becoming homeless and to my surprise a black woman helped me she gave me food clothing and shelter she was so nice and kind to me.. if only she had known what i used to be like would she have helped me? she was stunning to boy, I’m a changed man.
