I’m a self-described p********** addict, with an inclination towards underage girls. Not children necessarily, but girls who just happen to be under the legal age limit. The only incident I’ve had in real life is when I was in my mid-teens, when I groped family friend’s daughters through their clothes. Coercion or manipulation was never involved, nothing I did was against their will, but I still feel bad about it. I’m not exactly sure why or how this s***** inclination developed, but nonetheless I am not proud of it. As an adult, I have a sorted history of p********** addiction, and have many a times encountered underage p********** on the web. I feel this incredible pull to access the content, sometimes I even give in to that urge, and instantly regret what I see. The only content I can bring my self to actually look at for extended periods of time is underage “models” in suggestive poses, but I even feel bad about that as well. You see, I’m a good person, with a big heart. I’ve never hurt a soul in my life, and don’t plan to any time soon. I hate the fact that my s***** inclinatioms tend to violate my own moral compass. It’s a special type of hell, that only a fellow addict can understand. Being trapped in a constant cycle of guilt and anxiety is exhausting, and I just want it to end. So hopefully, disclosing this secret will help me towards my healing process. I’m also in talks with a s** therapist who I hope will guide me through to the other side, and I can find some peace one day. Anyways, I am out, I hope anyone reading this will follow my suit. Confessing your past-transgressions, albeit confidentially, goes a long way towards healing your psyche.