I think I’m destroying my baby he‘s 4 y/o, always so happy and smiling. I’m angry, I’m sad, I’m confused. and I think I’m not good enough for him. I love him more than life and I would do it for him. but when I get caught in anger I can not control it. I sometimes hit him on the b***. sometimes I yell at him. I want to be calm and normal but I just can not
I feel like the worst person in the world. please help me
