I’m a closeted bi man, currently single. I’ll admit to a lot of shame about my homosexual experiences, but I “know” it’s not that unusual. Unfortunately, I also drink sometimes and make very bad decisions. A few years ago I got involved with a man who enjoyed being fucked anonymously in his hotel room. I fucked him a few times one on one, and on one occasion I shared his a** with another guy. Now, I’m not necessarily ashamed of the s**..but it turns out that he was recording all his sessions to post online. I’ve run across videos of our sessions now and then. It was anonymous. We didn’t exchange names or anything. Now it’s out there. I’ll admit it’s shocking and like a punch to the gut every time I run across a video of myself f****** him.
