i’m so sure i’ve fucked myself in the ass lmao haha FUCK this ain’t a horny fantasy kids, i’m literally drowning in humiliation at how pathetic i am. i’ve

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i’m so sure i’ve fucked myself in the a** lmao haha F***
this ain’t a h**** fantasy kids, i’m literally drowning in humiliation at how pathetic i am.

i’ve said i want to kill myself so many times as a coping mechanism that it’s become a joke but now i mean it again and my friends just go “lol” like s*** dude haha u good? always here to help but anyways,
since that happened, i said F*** it, and don’t show any signs that ‘hell yeah im up for a round of russian roulette with a fully loaded gun!’ i just laugh and s*** i never get mad or sad anymore (tl;dr, smad). but obviously i’ve FUCKED myself because i can’t be honest with my closest friends and s***. my relationship with my parents are absolute garbage, and honestly, my friends are burdened enough.
you know, i think it’s really damn hard when you know you have people around you, but you can’t even tell them what’s hurting you. it’s a different type of lonliness. but yeah anyway take me out to the back of the shed and shoot me in the back of the f*****’ head ‘cause i’ve fucked myself already.

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Bitchez call me assholee smurf
Cuz the way I wipe my asss like it’s astro turf

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