I was attracted to my cousin for years and a month ago we somehow started talking about s***** things.
I still didnt think he was s******* attracted to me but our conversation kept going and we ended up sitting on the bed (we were alone obviously) drinking wine but then he asked me to leave. At first I didnt know why suddenly after being so flirty he’d say something like that but after refusing to and claiming I was “too tired” he said I should leave or else he’d not be able to stop himself anymore. I got all red and could feel my heart pounding like crazy.
He looked at me with his gorgeous blue eyes and then kissed me. I could feel warm his hand on my leg slowly moving upwards just to pause mid way. He pulled away from the kiss and with his soft voice told me once again to leave if I didnt want this. I didnt say a word but just kissed him instead.
He gently pushed me onto the bed and sat on top of me not breaking the kiss.
He knew I had never had s** so he made sure to be really careful with every move. After a while he got off of me and took of his shirt. I took of mine as well and my pants too but when I wanted to unzip his he stopped me and looked me in the eye and said he would make me feel good but i’d have to trust him.
So I lied down and tired to relax when he took off my p****** and kneeled down in front of the bed pulling me closer to the edge. He started touching my p**** and gently rubbing it and looked at me to make sure I was ok with it. I was pretty tense but f*** it felt so good!
After a few minutes I closed my eyes and finally could relax. Once my p**** was nice and wet he put a finger in me and started licking my cilt while slowly moving his finger inside me. Soon after that he put in another finger and another and that was my first ever s***** experience