I often thinks about what it feel like to leave my spouse and the kids. Just wake up one morning get in my car and drive away from all my responsibilities. I often imagine a life where I made better choices and found someone who I’m actually in love with. Someone who shares the burden inset was of adding to it. I imagine a life where I’m happy to wake up and overjoyed to be alive.
But of course this isn’t an option and I have to be strong and stick around for them because I know how it feels to abandoned by someone you love. So I’ll soldier on.
