Men with physical defects make me so uncomfortable. Their very existence bothers me. Intellectually, I know his height, his jaw, or the fact that he’s in a wheelchair doesn’t make him a bad person, but I can’t help how I feel. No matter how great a person he is, I can’t even like him in a platonic sense. Disabled or ugly women don’t trigger this visceral sense of disgust and loathing. It’s just men. I can’t help it. A man with a bulbous nose just messaged me on OKCupid, and the thought of even replying to him made me physically sick. I feel like a terrible person.