I have been constantly feeling guilt about this and I don’t care who reads it but I need to get it out. I am a college student in a long distance

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I have been constantly feeling guilt about this and I don’t care who reads it but I need to get it out. I am a college student in a long distance relationship where my girlfriend is far away enough that I can’t just drive to see her on a random weekend. The problem is she’s so busy that she doesn’t talk to me enough anymore and I am super lonely. In my void, I am falling in love with neighbor in my dorm hall at college. I have been constantly hanging out with her and she has been so nice to me and has been helping me when I’m struggling. She would be the perfect girlfriend after I found out a lot about her on all our car rides. It would almost be worth it to break up. I wish I could just break up with my now girlfriend; who for the record cheated on me. Then I could be in a relationship with this girl who makes me feel like a priority and not just an object. I’ve been in so many bad relationships that I would be able to feel like me again if I was with her eventually.

-Conflicted Cameron

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