I was s******* awakened with by my Brother. This was about four years ago. He is 3 years my senior.

He knew I was gay, I told him I liked boys a couple months before. He just turned 20 I was 17. He bent me over in our formerly shared room (he went off to College), prepped me with lube and he fucked me so hard in the a**.

He choked me, degraded me and fucked me so hard and I cummed from just that. He blew his load in my a**. He gave me hickies all over after and made sure to clean up by licking me.

I was so disoriented but it felt so good. Fast foward by 4 years and we are happily living our lives seperately. He’s getting married to a lovely (slightly older) man in three weeks. I’m dating the light of my life.

Most times, when we’re alone, we make out and f***. I love bouncing on his fat c*** and he loves it when I beg him to “punish” me.

I wouldn’t change our relationship ever. I absolutely adore his d***. His partner knows about this but I’m unsure if mine will be okay with it.

He’s the light of my life but he can be so possesive…