I've been dating my boyfriend for almost 3 years and things have been pretty rocky lately like there's not much love there he just feels like my best

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I’ve been dating my boyfriend for almost 3 years and things have been pretty rocky lately like there’s not much love there he just feels like my best friend and he doesn’t really respect me or ever listen or look at me with loving eyes. about a month ago I was really drunk and one of my good friends was being really flirty and payed a bunch of attention to me and I kissed him. I thought that would be it but I have kissed him like 8 times since then… never more just a kiss and the weird thing is I would never go for a guy like him because he is bad and just got out of prison and he has been doing drugs but I have been trying to help him get off them and today we just hung out and cuddled and watched a movie and it was nice. I am a bad person because yes that is cheating and I should break up with him before I kiss someone else but its so hard to we have been together for so long and we have so much fun together and he is my best friend in the world and if I break up with him I will lose my best friend……

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i created you,
just to watch you suffer.

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