I’ve dated three dudes in LDR’s in the last 6 years.
One knew the real me, but the last two – including my current one, don’t. I’m catfishing them with some other chicks pictures because I’m not comfortable being myself for so many reasons….

I want to be honest with them, but if I was they’d go tell all our shared friends and I don’t want the friends to know.
So I’m delaying it until he wants to meet.
I refuse to do that bs other catfish do where they plan to meet then back out at the last second, causing the other person money, travel time, and extreme highs and lows. Like, It’s bad enough I’m lying, but I won’t go that far.
I just hope I have enough courage to be honest when that time comes, vs. just finding a way to break up with him.

I want to be honest.
He’s incredibly shallow and into looks and specifically the look of the girl whose pic im using, so I know he’ll leave me when I’m honest…….and likely mock me to our shared friends. Hence the reason I might just look for a reason to break up with him.

Nevertheless, I’m tired of being fake, I just wanna be myself…….but I’d have no friends if i was myself.

Lifestylessss, of the lame of the fameless………lolol *so lame* I know