When I was still a pretty young kid, I used to fool around with my male childhood friend (I’m a girl).
We’d touch each other in a (as I now know) s***** way. But it was always quite fun to “play doctor” with him…
I once asked why he started to do that with me and he told me he’d seen something on the internet like that, and that it looked like the people were having fun doing it and he wanted us to have fun too.

I know that the things we did were definitely not appropriate for our age and we didn’t even really know what we were doing, but I’ve never had any kind of s***** interactions with anyone else since… I’m kind of scared to do so because of my childhood experience, but I also crave the intimacy I had with my friend, even though we don’t even talk anymore and by now it would be awkward…