I’m 23 lesbian and my fiance is Bi. She had been wanting to do a t******** with a guy for a while so we finally did it. I had never had an actual real p**** until our t********. So she convinced her coworker to play with us. He knew I’d never had a real p**** before, so he was kind of focused on me more, which I could tell made my girl a little jealous. But I’m so fucked up now Bc she would talk about this guy all the time, and I don’t know if she was jealous Bc she’s crushing on him or Bc she was feeling territorial over me?? Oddly, she doesn’t talk him anymore, but I know they still communicate Bc they work together. Whenever I ask about him, it seems like she’s pretending to be nonchalant. We haven’t really been on the same wave since, like she seems distant. To make matters worse, I think I’ve sort of developed a small crush for him. I honestly cant stop thinking about him, and kind of want another t******** him Bc she hasn’t ever come anywhere close to doing to me what he did.