I cheated on my girlfriend and slept with a prostitute. I fucked up my career by simply idling around. I feel like a complete and total loser. Self esteem is gone off the rocks.

I have been s******* abused as a child. My dad has extra marital affairs. I feel i have let everyone in my family down with my under achievements.

What can I do? I just need to get this out of my chest, this feeling of guilt, so that I can free myself completely.

Thanks!