I didn’t fully realize my bisexuality or other varied desires until long after I was married. Over many years, I’ve been working up an intense desire to service other men and I desperately regret missed opportunities to do so years ago. With that in mind, I started going to the company gym with the 23 yo new kid last year. I told him I never seriously worked out (which is true) and asked him for advice. One day, while showing me some technique or other, he f****** let me feel his bicep while he was flexing!! I have been in a state of pure cross-eyed lust ever since.