i fucked up big time. my ex and i recently broke up, but we’re still trying to work things out. unfortunately last night i got really drunk and went to hangout with some friends, well one thing led to another and i had s** with one of my friends. i know that if i tell my ex that things will be over for good and i dont wanna lose them, but i know that keeping this secret will just make things worse. i just dont know what to do. im such a f****** f*** up. why do i do these stupid thing? whats f****** wrong with me?