Y’all ever have some intrusive thoughts about wanting to be the opposite gender and it confuses the hell out of you like???No???

I’ll admit, I’m a young woman who’s more on the masculine side of the spectrum. I’ve been told by countless people that I’m probably the person who wears the pants in a relationship. But I’m pretty sure I’m fine with being a female??? I don’t know where these thoughts are coming from??? I mean, I’ve wondered what it’d be like to be male from time to time, but being trans ftm has never actually crossed my mind until now???