I’m a 17 year old male and I have pedophilic thoughts. No, I don’t like toddlers, or little kids, I’m just attracted to the thought of lewd acts with a person that is underage. I was molested when I was around 6 and it took years for me to confess to anybody about it; I feel these tendencies stem from that experience. I have never wrongly touched a child or harmed them at all but I just always act strange around children and I hate that I’m like this. I want to ask a friend or a therapist for help but I’m afraid they would be disgusted by me or even call the police on me.