Sometimes I think that I don’t love my boyfriend. I don’t know why. I feel like I don’t get the same butterflies I used to when we first went into this relationship. I feel guilty because his love for me has never wavered (that I know of, at least.) And I can tell he really does love me but I’m not sure if I can return the same amount of affection back. Another thing to add is that I don’t feel emotions as deeply as others in general. For example, something that makes my friend enraged would only slightly bother me because I simply can’t feel something as deeply as they can. Long story short, I feel as if I’ve been lying to him, lying about loving him, and I feel guilty for it, but I want to stay with him. I do know that I like having him in my life as a boyfriend but I’m conflicted on why my “I love you” doesn’t have the same depth as his. I’m very confused and I wanted to get it off my chest.
