Okay so.. I’m a bit young really, I’ve had 1 legitimate, serious, relationship with this 1 guy. He’s really nice, like. Very, very. We were friends at first, got along well for our mutual love of games and similar personality traits and small coincidences. At that time he already had a girlfriend, but he wasn’t happy. He felt neglected by her, was so depressed, so I pitied him. A few months went by, helped him settle their barely-there relationship. They broke it off and I confessed to him… I honestly feel like I stole him from her. He told me he was fine with it. We started dating around late august of last year. At first i was so happy that i could actually make someone else happy, loved, for once. The months that followed though.. I wasn’t happy either. I felt like i was forcing everything for him, i felt fake. I felt so bad, like I’m taking advantage of him….. It’s weird. I started the cycle for him again, being the neglectful girlfriend. I didn’t reply to his texts, we wld fight. So I broke it off, hoping that maybe he’ll find someone better. Its been about 2 months since then. I don’t even know why or what I’m confessing.. I just need to get it off my chest.. My family keeps urging me to get back together with him when I don’t feel happy with it…. I guess it’s ’cause I built him up and broke him.. I shld just kms.
