I’m a 17 years old high school girl, Ive always been into older men. I’m currently sleeping with a 36 year old business man. We met online, the first time we met went to his apartment opposite the beach. He fulfilled his r*** fantasies with me, he made me cry, I was in my school uniform. He took my a*** virginity and restrained me in all kinds of ways, I have never used toys before and he introduced me to those too. It hurt so so bad. He paid me after, he has a partner. Yesterday we met again, I walked into his apartment again and there was drop sheets all over the apartment, I was quite scared yet trusted him, in a Stockholm syndrome kind of way. I was crying the minute he put his hands on me, I loved it. He pissed in my mouth, I swallowed it. It was so so disgusting. He bought me outfits, he spent so much money on me. I looked like a w****, it scared me. I felt like one too. I thought it looked good though, he really loved it. I felt so so dirty. We showered after. Im supposed to see him tomorrow but im nervous and feel so bad. Its against my morals yet it follows my curiosity. What would you do?

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