An old time friend of mine asked me to go out one night to catch up and after going to dinner we went back to her apartment where after catching up even more I eventually found myself laying in bed cuddling with her. I have a girlfriend of almost 5 years I love more than anything but something about holding her was comforting. The next night the same thing happened only it went further. I felt her up but I stopped myself before I did anything truly harmful to my relationship but it still bothers me. I love my girlfriend but there’s apart of me that yearns for my friends touch again.
