I loved this girl soo much. We were togeather since childhood for 3 years. She was my life and loved me a lot. But I made her go because I was afraid that if we couldn’t get married she would get a lot hurt so its good to let her go while she was just 17. But I can’t live without her I begged her to forgive me and come back but now she doesn’t even hate me she has no feelings for me. it’s been 4 years we talk sometimes but she doesn’t care about me.
since I made her go I do every single thing that would destroy me, mentally physically even professionally. I give myself a lot of pain. I try hard to let her go but it doesn’t help. every time I try to stay away I text her again and get humiliated by her ignorance. I don’t know why this is happening to me? I wanted to share my feelings with someone so that someone could tell me why I am like this
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Give her up, just go find someone else. If she ignores you like that she obviously doesn’t like you or want you. You might have been friendzoned afterwards even,
Best to just leave her alone and find someone better. Make yourself happy, not her. She made you unhappy, so find something and/or someone who’ll make you happy. Move on.
It’s like death, move on with it.
She doesn’t ignore me like that. Sometimes we talk and she shares her problems with me she confesses to me what happens in her life even sometimes she is funny with me. I have guilt that I destroyed her innocence now she doesn’t wanna marry anyone. She is soo afraid of men and it kills me inside for what I did. I can’t stop it its been 4 years.