I acted very rude towrads a student organization from my university, after I’ve seen an online comment about it. I don’t dislike it or their members or anything, but I was feeling angry for other reasons and in an impulse I ended up orientating my anger and frustation on them (very wrong thing to do, I know). They saw and called me out, and realizing what I did was wrong I really regretted it and apologized with them, and going by their reply they accepted it. But I still feel so bad, partially because once I stopped to think, they must have really got hurt with that comment (as I would be, if I was in their place) and also partially because I myself am part of another student organization and I’m afraid my members will pay for this mistake somehow, even if they are great people that had nothing to do with this..
You know I’ve had this behavior previously in other occasions but I don’t know how to solve this problem with my personality…I just want to drop off the face of the Earth, I feel so ashamed to be with my members I’m considering leaving the organization (maybe it will be better for their image if I do it)
