I had an affair with a married man off and on for over a year. Let me start at the beginning. I am 23 year old female now and when I was 19 I was working

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I had an affair with a married man off and on for over a year.

Let me start at the beginning. I am 23 year old female now and when I was 19 I was working at a grocery store. A new shift manager started he was 26 and we became friends (only at work) he gave me rides home occasionally because I usually walked to work which was only a few blocks from my house. Nothing ever happened. Just harmless flirting. But I always had a crush on him.

I found out he was engaged and going to be married the next September. Of course I went to the wedding with a few guys from work. I mean we were friends, right? I ended up loving his new wife, she’s a great woman and very down to earth and had a great sense of humor.

2 years later still working at the same store. He had since become the dairy manager and I had become a scanning coordinator. Our flirting hadn’t stopped and we also worked with each other more often. but that is all it was. One night he invited me out with himself and a few of the other managers and guys he hung out with (including his brother who also worked nights at the store and who i’d become friends with). It was fun we had a few drinks and food and then at the end of the night he and his brother ended up at my house for a couple more drinks. I kind of new that his brother had some feelings for me. We had hung out a few times before and just watched movies but I am not attracted to him. When we were drinking at my place we decided to play truth or dare. (Me, my roommate, and the two guys) Of course he dared me to kiss every one in the room and knowing that it was just so he could kiss me without it “meaning anything” I chose to kiss him last and it was obvious to everyone that it last longer and was more intense than the other pecks i had delivered. My roommate is not fond of cheaters and soon after that she decided it was about time to end the night… being the least drunk she thought it would be best, i was however upset at the time, but she was right to do so. I told her i was going to go downstairs and have a smoke with the guys before they left. He sent his brother out to the car without us and we made out in the hall and if my roommate hadn’t started coming down the stairs to see where i was we probably would have had s** right there in that stairwell (clothes were starting to be removed). It was exciting and scary and such a turn on. I loved it!
We went out a few more times with the cover of one of his friends at work. The three of us would go out for drinks and then his friend would “have to go home” and we would end up somewhere parked and going at it. It was amazing s**. And the thought of anyone at all finding out was so exciting. The best time was at our store christmas party in his hotel room. We just disappeared and came back to the party at different times. Just thinking about the risk makes my heart race now.

The affair only ended because he got a new job that was closer to his home town. And I know that is what he’d been wanting for a few years. I’m happy for him and the life and family he has started. I know I should feel bad about what happened. He was less than a year into his marriage when it started. And had just fathered a gorgeous baby with his wife. I don’t feel bad. I am glad that she never found out. I wouldn’t want her to hate me. I miss him though. I haven’t seen him for almost a year. I still talk to his brother every once in awhile. I don’t even feel bad about hurting his brother’s feelings. And since I don’t feel bad that makes me think sometimes that i don’t have any morals. But even that doesn’t bother me because I liked him so much and I really had a great time with him. And to be honest if he called me up tomorrow I’d go see him in a second.

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I wanted so bad to see and find out what my wife’s deepest darkest fantasy was. She is very pretty in early forties and I wanted to spark up our relationship with something different. She told me her friends would spice up the bedroom with roleplaying giggling when she mentioned it. This was the perfect opportunity so one night I did the unthinkable never expecting to hear her tell me she says the following. Go down and pleasure me and I might give in. Well she starts little by little and finally she Just tells me the mysterious man is barely a man in his late teens. She’s traveling by herself bored drinking wine when she hears a knock. It’s the young guy from the hotel she saw at the bar. He told her she left her card. Something comes over her and she starts to flirt and he returns later on that night. She and him make hot love all night she can’t believe how good he is. I ask her did he f*** you good? She says yes very good and she rides him even harder and he last forever and they fall asleep together. By this time I’m rock hard. The thought later crossed my mind because she does travel and she does drink wine. She’s told me younger guys always seem to flirt with her. Then something hits me. I actually think it truly really happened. I started to think maybe she made up the part about her friends talking about roleplaying? Then I realized she hadn’t been out with them for a few months how was this possible. I couldn’t get this off my mind it was just something that wouldn’t go away. I knew she could be a flirt and with wine she’s a totally different person. Two weeks went by we were at a wedding saw her friends and one mentioned it’s been a while since her and wife have spoken and my wife didn’t catch on. That night she was drinking pretty heavily and she was ready for s** when I just pulled down her p****** I could always control her once I started touching and licking her. This was my chance and I just said it. Are you looking forward to traveling back to Dallas ? Do you hope to meet him there again? Do you hope he’s ready to f*** you good again? She tells me yes I really want to touch hold and feel his huge long d*** inside of her. I then said … you can tell me the truth I won’t care. I’m pretty sure you have really fucked him and I want you to continue it’s all okay. She said yes we fucked it just somehow happened we couldn’t resist the other he was tall handsome and very s*** looking. He knew how to get his way. I’m glad your not upset I didn’t know how to ever tell you I just lost control. I said now that I know the truth I want to to be safe and continue to f*** him I think it’s hot. I know I would very likely f*** a hot young girl too . That made her go wild and she said if you eat her p**** and finger her as good as you ear me she is going to keep coming back to you and she just exploded all over my mouth f****** my face hard pushing my head deep and hard squeezing my head deep jerks screaming my name and his until she’s done. She said I wish you both would take me mmmmm. Julia continued to meet him and eventually got hooked up with another man. We both started seeing others and we love each other more than ever. We talk about how much they are good in bed. David and Julia.

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