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I’m married to a wonderful guy but he committed a s** crime as a teenager. He still feels badly about it and is sometimes depressed. However, I love to manipulate his poor self esteem to get whatever I want from him. Sometimes I’ve hurt him so bad that he’s afraid to make love to me. But it’s fun for me to watch him suffer and I don’t want to be like that anymore. I want to help him build his confidencenup again so we can start a family and be happy. How will I ever make up for all the emotional wounds I inflicted on him? I know he won’t leave me, either because it would be hard if not impossible for him to find someone else. Am I too cruel? I’ve called him scum of the earth, worthless, no one could love him, a monster. I’ve physically abused him as well and he takes it because he’s afraid he’ll never have the chance to love again and despite everything, he’s always treated me with respect. How do I stoo mistreating him?

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After my dad passed away me and my mother took a trip back to Ohio so I could drop her off at her sister’s house.. I got to saint louis missouri and we couldn’t find a hotel to say at so I pull over in a rest area and parked in the back. We both got in the back of the van and fell asleep. I woke up wet so I opened up the back of the van and took all my clothes off. I woke up my mother and she did the same. She laid back down and I got in behind her and I got a hard on. My mother put her hand back behind her and knew I had one. I started playing with her t*** and then her c***. She said I don’t think we should be doing this
I told her that both of us needed this. She rolled over on her back and I got on top of her and she put me inside her. I started off slow and then fast. I could tell she was c******. Then again and then again. That’s when I put myself really deep inside her and came. It felt so good c****** inside her. We talked about it the rest of the way and said that we should do it more when she comes back home. And then she tells me that dad and her knew about the guy up the street making movies with me and his daughter. I didn’t think any one knew about that. There was even times that me and him had s**. I would s*** him off and he did the same to me. Mostly it was me and his daughter having s**. Mom said that her and dad would watch us. They were looking thru holes in the wall and after he was done mom and dad had s** with the wife and him. Mom said that she has all the tapes. I said even the ones that me and him having s**
She said yes and the ones of you and he’s wife. She said that dad help him sell a lot of them to people. Mom said she had copies of all of them. She would show me were they are when she comes home. I played a couple of them and she had all of them. Even ones with mom and dad having s** with them. Mom asked me if I enjoyed being with him. I told her yes I did. It was fun sucking him off and him c****** I’m my mouth. He did c** a lot. They moved away and mom and dad never saw them again.

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