I’m 17 year-old girl and I don’t really m*********, but I definitely touch myself. I did today. I’m Christian so this makes me feel really bad. I’m honestly trying to stop, but sometimes I think it’s a good idea until right after I do it. Or I’ll rationalize why God would think it’s okay, even though he wouldn’t. I heard that confession is the only way to truly be forgiven of sins, but I don’t feel comfortable sharing this with anyone at my church. I don’t feel like I could trust them not to tell my parents. I’m hoping this will substitute for it. Honestly I get so worried because I try to pray to God, but I don’t feel like he’s there like I used to. I know this might sound stupid, but it’s just how I feel. Honestly, sometimes I wonder if God was really there, and I was really trying to reach out to him, and if he really loves me, why wouldn’t I feel him? Anyways that’s it. I’m going to try to confess everyday to keep me honest and all that. Okay. Bye.