I’m terrified of my own kinks. I’ve gotten off to things that have made sick. I’ve never been to the dark web, but I’ve seen drawings of fictional

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I’m terrified of my own kinks. I’ve gotten off to things that have made sick. I’ve never been to the dark web, but I’ve seen drawings of fictional children, incestuous videos, non consensual videos, videos of animals with people, and other such disgusting things. I don’t want to like this but I don’t know how to change. I’ve tried going cold turkey, but I can’t stop myself from removing the block. I’ve tried telling people but only get violence in return as I deserve. I want to change, please someone tell me how to change.

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I’ve just had amazing sᴇx with my fiancé. I didn’t tell him but I imagined that he was my brother (even though I’m an only child). We changed several positions. I was so ʜᴏʀɴʏ, I even let him ᴄᴜᴍ inside. Hopefully I won’t get pregnant.

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