I spent my teen age years in a catholic home with nuns. From age 13-16, when I did something wrong they would punish me by shoving my face in their crotch and force me to lick them. 2 nuns used to make me do they to them. 1 would watch and m********* while the other forced me to eat her out and then they would switch off. Some times they would finger me and it would hurt. I think that it is why I still don’t really wanna have s** now days and it has been an issue in my marriage. We have been married only a month and I only have had s** 5 times. We waited until we got married. Last night he was really being passionate and he started to go down on me and I freaked out. Now he is starting to wonder why I just lay there when he fucks me and why I tell him not to put his fingers inside of me and why I won;t do oral or ride him and I don’t know how to tell him that I was turned off by s** years ago when I was forced to have lesbian s** with 2 nuns. Last time I tried to tell someone about this, they didn’t believe me and told me that it was impossible for a nun to do that. Now he is asking me if I really love him. I do love him but I hate s** ever since that 3 year long nightmare.