I am a 40 year old man with 2 children. I got divorced 6 years ago and remarried August 2017. I dated a lot during my brief single period and fell in love with a woman named Shelly. Timing wasn’t right, we weren’t emotionally prepared to handle our feelings and this caused a lot of confusion and subsequently strife. We broke up after about 3 months. We would check in once in awhile and confirm we still thought about each other despite our relationship status. The thing is I always wonder what a life together would be like. We have alot of passion and are very s******* compatible. I feel like my current wife is a place holder who helps me look after the kids. I don’t know how to move forward, I want the best life for all of us. Any advice?