I’m a 21 year old single female and I think I’m bisexual. I m********* to the idea of having s** with another woman, I’ve had dreams about it and I once kissed a g****** a dare and liked it. I have never been with a woman, only men and not very many either. I get turned on by both genders and secretly I’ve always wanted to have a t******** with my bf and another girl. I can be either dominant or submissive in bed but in my fantasy the girl is sweet and shy and most likely a virgin and I want to teach her all about the pleasure of s**.
I want her to watch me f*** him until she’s so wet she begs me to help her, and then I want him to watch while I taunt and tease her until she comes. Then I want to watch him do her. I want him to ride her slowly and run his lips over her body while looking at me. I want to tie them both up and blindfold them and tease them so slowly and gently until they can’t take it anymore. I want tears running down her face from the lust and pleasure. I want to tease my bf until he tries to break his restraints, get him angry with lust and wanting.
I grew up in a Christian home, went to Christian schools, had/have Christian friends and have been told my whole life that homosexuality is evil/wrong/abomination. In all honesty, I don’t think our were really designed for g******, considering it involves procreation, but I also strongly believe that love is about the person and not the gender. Although…I’m wasn’t really talking about love just then…
Am I wrong for having these thoughts? Are my fantasies and desires wrong?
I fully intent to make that t******** happen someday, my bf is obviously open to the idea…but he has no idea what I have in mind for him and whoever our little lady friend may be.