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I was a toxic partner to my ex, we were great when we were together but I couldn’t handle the slightest bit of jealously and thought of losing her, idk even why I’m typing here, maybe to get all the guilt of holding her back off my chest.. I have grown up moved on and learnt from my mistakes, dabbling in dating and am now in a new relationship which is completely different, I have none of the same feelings as I used to. But laying up late tonight because of my insomnia I thought I’d look through the last texts between me and my ex, no idea why I just got there. Reading through everything made me feel horrible, I read most of the final 2 months and aftermath of the ending of the relationship. I was toxic, nasty, jealous and I hate myself for it, she had done nothing to deserve it, I would ask her where she going, what’s happening, who’s there 24/7, she missed out on parties, gatherings and friends because of me and a whole lot of other s***. I just don’t understand and I feel horrible, I want to pop up to her and tell her how sorry I am for basically f****** 9 months of her life up and holding here back by being a toxic c***. Were not on speaking terms and anyway the new missus probably wouldn’t be too pleased anyway. If you read this, you know who it is and know it’s about you, know I’m sorry, I never meant to be like that, taking the time to change and realise and reflect has made me realise just how toxic I was, you’re a great person and deserve the best I wish you all the happiness and everything in life, sorry.

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I would just have the bookstore couple days ago , and it was packed in the theater and a guy got up and so I sat down. The guy next to me, leandover and whispered in my ear.If I would wanna follow him home. I told him sure. I followed him home and we went through the garage and his wife was standing there with the door open . We went into his den, and she must have set it up for us.The couch was around an empty floor except forA blanket. We both took off all our clothes and laid down and s*** on each other. He came in my mouth and i did c** on his. We sat up and there was kids watching us three girls and one boy. His wife heavy removed her robe that she had on and the kids were naked too. His wife showed me to the bedroom were we started having s**. She got off really fast and them the son came in and told us that he wanted us out there
We got up and walk and sat down and one of the daughters to mu hand and tells me let me show you my room. We went into her room and sat down on her bed and she got up in her bed and told me to f*** her. I was hard as a rock and she guided me right into side of her. We started f****** and she was so so tight I came so fast and I could tell I was filling her up with my c**.
She knee that I had c** and she said you need to do the same to my sister’s. So we walked out of the room and the next daughter took me into her room. She did the same thing she guided me right inside her and she was so tight that I came so fast. We got up and i did the same thing to the young daughter. But I stayed in her room most of the night and I fucked her again in the morning. She was so full of c** that it was coming out of her . Her dad told me o did a good job and to go home I put my clothes on and his wife handy me a piece of paper and told me to call.

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