Where to start?
Ppl think I’m a nice person but I’m not.
Everywhere I turn I’m hurting Ppl. I haven’t shown up at work letting my friend down. Which means I probably won’t make rent this month and we’ll get kicked out. I’m tired of working just to be piss poor. I’m lazy and failing my degree and letting my family down. I haven’t taken my medication in like a month and all the old s*** is starting again. I’ve been making myself sick and I know it’s not real but I keep seeing hidden messages in vehicle number plates. I’m supposed to declare this because it might compromise my ability to work but Im too embarassed.
I can’t tell anyone.