I hate that I’m going to be 56 years old next week and I’m still as h**** as when I was 14 and that I fantasize about just throwing down an attractive stranger, pulling off her clothes, plunging into her body as I kiss her and run my hands all over her beautiful body, having my o***** and going on my way – and that this o***** satisfaction will last maybe half a day, and then the next day I will be just as h****. I hate this s***** energy that’s never satisfied, that causes me to go out in public and just be hungry, and not getting to eat. I keep meeting girls on line who are very attractive and young and think I’m handsome and funny, but they are always far away. My last three girlfriends were in their late 20s, too, and I am a greedy b****** who wants women who are at least 20 years younger. Thank you for listening, I am not really a bad person and my strong s***** energy is not my fault anymore than a person gets hungry for food or shelter when it’s raining.