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Last year, at my school I think I had my first, I don’t know,”connection” with someone. It happened like this, I had a different history teacher than the last year and well, he was fine and all was normal, but one day, he was explaining and I was listening and watching at him and suddenly he watched me and something weird happend.That strange situation last too many seconds and then I felt something very weird.

Since then It’s all very weird, this year doesn’t teach in my class but sometimes I see him around the school and there’s still the same thing, I know there’s a bit of attraction I suppose, so even this year I often see him, If I have the opportunity I try to look at him, but only If he’s not looking, I prefer like this, If not it’s difficult to me to control my mind.

It’s very frustating, why this had to happen with that person?I must forget this,it’s useless
Why couldn’t be with someone of my class? I’m sure If this would had happened with one of my classmathes I would had had a boyfriend.

Well, I suppose it’s something I can’t choose.

New Confession

My art therapist/group therapist and I were having an illegal affair. I would write secret messages to her and she would read them and respond to them in person. She would do favors i asked of her, like wearing outfits i asked her to wear, she’d even do me s***** favors. I made her a google drive full of p*** of me and then crafted a puzzle link to get to it that only she could have known. The link was a tinyurl with three phrases in the url that only she could have known. We would walk for an hour every day and swing at the park. I would write her poetry and play love songs for her every day. She broke the rules to play mario kart with me constantly when her boss was out. We had something magical. But she would never communicate directly with me because sge was afraid she’d lose her liscence to practice and her boyfriend and house, abd when I pushed her to unmask and be real, she told me I was wasting my time. Well that pissed me off and I crashed out a little abd she used that crash out to get me kicked out of my group therapy program. She wants out and I told her she’s not allowed to want out. I told her If she doesn’t reach out to me and continue this affair, that i will report her and get her liscence taken away and if that doesn’t work ill find some other way to ruin her life. You dont go from gooning in the bathroom at work to someone to throwing them away in the same week. Thats fucked. I’ll post her name here soon if she stays quiet and doesn’t reach out to me.

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