I slept with my stepsister when I was 15. I had s** with my niece, who is the same age as me, when I was 16. I have been unfaithful to my wife. I feel trapped by my wife and kids, and often fantasize about running away. I am a horrible person, but because of the things I do for people everyone considers me a good guy. I’ve lost faith in humanity, and feel no empathy for the mass murders or tradedies that the news broadcasts. I hate people, but I hate myself more than anyone.
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I feel ya, buddy. I, too, am trapped by being the “good guy” husband/father. I wish I were irresponsible enough to say “fuck it” and leave but I’m not so I’ll continue waiting for the inevitable sweet release of death.