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I’m a 23 years old straight guy I’ve had a girlfriend for 3 years however since High School .. I’ve watched a lot of gay p*** and m*********** on them with thoughts of having s** with a man as well. Even though me and my girl have s** a lot of time .. I still have the idea of sucking a d*** and a man f****** my a** … I’ve also went to some massage spa where the masseurs are men .. but they were all clean massage but there are instances where their hands almost reach my d*** and that gives me b**** .. Imagine I’m being massage by a man naked .. with only a towel covering my genital .. years passed and my curiosity grew bigger and bigger and not until last week when I decided to meet up with a guy whom I have been chatting for a year now actually we’ve had several video calls m*********** .. going forward we went to a motel and we did it finally .. he sucked my d*** and my balls, I came in his mouth twice and I even sucked his d*** .. it doesn’t taste good as well as the look of it in personal .. it is also tiring to m********* another man .. it is easier to do f******** to a woman .. the bottom line is .. I’m not sure if I liked it or not .. I get aroused by the idea of sucking a d*** or watching gay p*** .. but I don’t think that I’ll be doing it for several more times .. it’s better to m********* alone and the weird thing here is that during the action my mind is with my ex girlfriend and that still puzzles me .. Well what can I say .. I’m a straight guy who’se curiousity is definitely wild … but I know soon change will come .. but that is after I c** ? I love having s** with a girl more than with a man haha ? but I adore both man and woman’s body and there are different feels for these two ? I hope I’ll find a girl that can accept my past and everything I did … and still loves me hehe after I’ve confessed to her ?

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I started exp.osing myself in grade school. The girls were shocked and ran. In most cases they couldn’t see who I was because I covered my face.

Then in high school I ra.ped a girl. I ti e d her to a picnic table and spread her wide open. I examined her holes and then ra.ped her while she screamed and begged. It was a fantastic orga.sm. I kept her pa.nties as a souvenir. I released her and she must not have reported it because I never got in trouble. Too humiliating for her.

In college I ra.ped two more girls. I ra.ped one in the parking lot by dragging her into the nearby woods. I kept her pa.nties too.

Then there was this other girl who was always going around campus telling the male students to not ra.pe anyone. She promoted the idea that there was a ra.pe crisis. I think she just needed some co.ck so one weekend I took her and I ra.ped her repeatedly all weekend long, over and over.

Up her pu.ssy many times and up her a s s too. She was furious, she screamed and raged but eventually she broke and begged and pleaded. Funny thing was that she clim.axed several times while I ra.ped her. I also rubbed her cli.t with my finger and she clim.axed for that too. Her cl.it swelled and got really hard when I rubbed it, she started rocking and begging, “no, no, please no”. She kept rocking back and forth and then she couldn’t hold back anymore and she clim.axed, shivered, shook, moaned and moaned.

I asked her how it was to be the big ra.pe fear spreader on campus and then to get ra.ped She begged me to not tell anyone. I knew then she wasn’t going to report it. After that she no longer spread fear or talked about the male students being ra.pists. I bet she mast.urbates regularly while remembering being ra.ped and it’s probably the best or.gasms she ever has.

Funny thing is I’m dating a girl now who says that ra.pists should be cas.trated, emas.culated, de-balled. She doesn’t know that I am a ra.pist. She doesn’t know my history. I tried to persuade her against cas.tration but she says that ra.pe is so humiliating, it breaks the girl mentally and impacts her for life so the ra.pist should be neutered. She says so “his gun doesn’t have any more bullets”. She means his co.ck can’t shoot a load. It really irritates me to hear her talk that way. I’ve been treating her rougher in bed and I’m just going to drag her into the bedroom, strip her na.ked and ra.pe her. I think that’s what she needs. It’s what they all need and want.

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