Hey,
I want to confess about my guilt over something. Can love happen with two people simultaneously?
I’m in relationship from last 6 years. I was madly in love with this guy and had proposed him that time. He moved in with him, we are staying together since last 5 years. Romance has gone out of our life, instead the best of understanding has taken place. We are best friends, we talk like kids and rejoice being together. I can’t think of living without him.
Now comes my guilt, so I come across a guy as a prospect client for my office. We started talking on professional front first. Later we became friends, we started talking day in day out. Every night we used to chat to sleep. We talked about each and everything on the earth, without any boundaries. He knew about my relationship but not the livein part. We never met, he always insisted on meeting. But I always avoided seeing him cause i am quite fat for anyone’s liking and he is hot. I got habitual talking to that guy, couldn’t resist messaging him. So one night, while chatting we did p********. Although I realized my mistake before we reached climax. I said sorry, we promised to forget it all. But after that night, we couldn’t go back to normal friendship. We always talk openly which I normally don’t share with anyone. I have become obsessed about that guy, still avoid meeting him. There are so many complications, one he doesn’t feel the same way that i do, second I’m in a relationship and can’t think of leaving my boyfriend for him.
Also I’m unable get past him. Am I falling for this guy? Even in content relationship.
Please guide me through.