I used to think I was asexual. But now… I don’t really know what’s happened, everything is just so out of control. I started not feeling anything, and then I realized that it was women I liked, so I’m a lesbian. And suddenly, I began fantasizing about every imaginable social taboo and I’m so ashamed of it. I dream of animals, family, younger girls, r***, etc. and I just don’t know what to do. Obviously I would never act upon any of this, but late at night, when I’m alone, it’s all I desire.