Today, after 4 years of being in a dead weight relationship where she was constantly accusing me and claimed i abused her, i gave up.

Before her, i was a cold, calculating man with so much self will and confidence yet today, i stand as a broken man, only a mere shadow of what i once was.

all this because I chose to feel as a human. to love as a human. to care as a human.

this all ends today. I shall pick up where i left my old life and be better than i ever was.

i owe it to myself, i owe it to all those who gave up on me because i chose this woman.

Today, my heart is going on a one way trip to the freezer.