I’m sleeping with my housemates boyfriend. He doesn’t really hold feelings for me and I’m obviously getting used, but I don’t get a lot of male attention so I fell for the rush. I don’t really get on with the girl to begin with which doesn’t help, but I still feel obvious guilt. Everyone’s started to talk since word has got out from someone along the line, and she keeps coming to me asking if it’s true and that situations don’t add up. I can’t bear to tell her. So now I’m lying long term to her face and everyone else and I’m STILL sleeping with him, feeling worthless and it’s a horrible viscous circle.