I have a girlfriend. Let’s say her name is Vivilia. We started dating 3 years ago. But recently, due to my absence, she became more dark and grim. She became this depressive person who thinks that her life serves no purpose. She rejects social interraction, even with me. I’ve done so much things for her to make her better, but the result is none. She keeps pushing me as hard as I want to get closer to her.
And recently, I’ve been a close friend with another girl named “Meilinia”. She is an innocent -but not helpless- girl who needs friends. So I decided to get close to her. Turns out she is so much fun to hang out with. She knows I have a girlfriend, and she understands that she cannot took me from her. But we were cool with it, and agreed that it is so much better for both of us to stay away from romance or any s***** tension, and instead just enjoy our relationship like a sibling.

My guilt is that… I felt as if I cannot do enough to help Vivilia and that I am afraid that if I get closer to Meilinia, I might ruin her as well… thank you for listening