my best friend (we were secretly friends with benefits for 9 months) has now a girlfriend and he cheated on her with me. I was crying a lot afterwards and

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my best friend (we were secretly friends with benefits for 9 months) has now a girlfriend and he cheated on her with me. I was crying a lot afterwards and he said nobody would know. The problem is that now we can’t be together without having that desire again… I feel so guily for participating in cheating… And I’m so afraid we won0t get our frienship back. Friends with benefits is the worst honestly

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I regularly think about hurting myself. I used to sh years ago but I’m 2 years clean now. But when it gets late at night or when I’m alone, I think of bashing my head into the floor, or taking as many pills as I can. I might think of dying sometimes but most of the time I think of the pain that might come with these things. Like how I might internally bleed or choke on my own vomit. I don’t feel normal. Not when I have these thoughts almost nightly.

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