Please take a few minutes to read this confession and think about it. Please, please reply with encouragement or confirm I’m just a sick pervert. I need to know if my feelings are common of if I’m really mentally sick.

I previously confessed to wearing my mother’s and grandmother’s girdle briefs, swimsuits and swim caps. I still women’s control briefs, and/bras on an almost daily basis. I am eat up with guilt and shame over doing this and the things & women I fantasize about. Still, I enjoy it so much I can’t stop myself for more than a few days or a week at the most.

I don’t want to kill myself or anything like that. I just long to be “normal” and have normal thoughts. Knowing that everyone I know and come come in contact with (even other perverts) would loathe me and hate me is a hard burden to carry throughout my life. Many would be afraid of me. Some would want to hit me and I’m sure some would like to kill me.