I have an employee that is phenomenal. I mean, she is really great, smart hardworking. I am lucky to have her but the problem is that she is really f****** hot and it makes me crazy. I can’t talk to her for more than a few minutes without thinking about all the things I want to do to her. Sometimes I have to run off the the bathroom to j******* after we speak. I sometimes bump into her or stand close to her shoulder, I call her into my office so I can be near her, just looking into her eyes when we talk gets me d*** hard. I have been promising her a promotion for years because I want her to stay here with me. Every year I make up a reason why I can’t Do it yet. If I give her the promotion every one will know I have a soft spot for her. I suspect people already know. We are both unhappily married with kids. I am scared of a s***** harassment lawsuit. I can’t tell if these feelings are real or if it’s because she’s something I can’t have. I can’t tell if she has feelings for me. Sometimes she looks nervous when we talk but maybe it’s because I’m her boss. When I take a step towards her she sometimes she lets me get close, sometimes she moves back. She’s pissed at me right now because I just gave someone more junior than her a promotion. Im scared she’ll leave, I’m scared a promotion would expose me but most of all I just want her and can’t do s*** about it.