I’ve been talking to a man online for the past few months and I know I’m falling for him and he me. We talk every night, while my husband is asleep. We exchange pictures, s** text, and talk for hours about anything and nothing. We talk about meeting up but as we are in different countries it won’t be for awhile. I haven’t told him I’m married as I’m scared he’ll stop talking to me. I think about leaving my husband, and what it would be like living in another country. Every day I wake up thinking about him, and every day I fantasize about what it would be like to finally meet. When we do meet, I want to see if it was all in my head or if it’s real before I tell him I’m married. And then I think I’m going to leave my husband. I feel horrible but I am not attracted to my husband anymore, and feel like I’m cheating on my long-distance online love. You don’t need to tell me I’m a f****** horrible person. I already know it.