My boyfriend broke up with me due to his family. His family never accepted me because I belong to a lower caste. We love each other alot. After almost one year if break up he came back into my life and asked for forgiveness. He told me he still loves me alot. I couldnt deny that I love him alot too. My family and friends were hurt by him. They saw me suffering alot due to the sudden break up. They supported me alot and were there for always whenever I needed them. Now they think I am over the break up. But they dont know we still have contact with each other and meet at times as well. I feel guilty that I still meet him and love him and have contact with him. I am scared to tell them because they will disapprove of me going back with him when his parents havent accepted me yet and becausw of the hurt he caused to me. Nothing changed even after a year of separation. We still love each other alot and behave like earlier when we meet. We pray to God to guide and help us and to show us a way. We do not want to hurt anyone. I feel really guily that I am doing this behind of the people who supported me during my hard times. I dont want to loose anyone.
