Okay, so, where do I start? I play this game online and I met a few friends over the internet on their. I know they're all safe, as I have skype called

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Okay, so, where do I start? I play this game online and I met a few friends over the internet on their. I know they’re all safe, as I have skype called them all (and they’re really great people in the same age group as me). But, after a while of talking to them, I kinda fell for one of the guys I’d made friends with. He made me laugh and smile, and was willing to do anything for me. But he never seemed ‘interested’ in me. So I eventually stopped liking him, and I soon found myself developing another crush on a boy in my form class at school. He is also very sweet and funny. But then this guy I had liked over the internet, let’s call him Guy A, confessed that he loved me, and had done since a few month after we started to talk. And now I have no idea what the hell to do. I feel so guilty because I cant stop having a crush on the guy I like in school, let’s call him Guy B. I have told Guy A that I like Guy B, but it made things worse to the point where he started getting suicidal, he stopped eating and sleeping and looking after himself as he should. And it’s all my fault… What do I do?

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Petra would drop me if I moved to Britain because she does not like online. We are not friends.

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